Wednesday, February 27, 2013

k e n g k a w a n

kengkawan juga dikenali sbg kawan-kawan
bahase pelat la kengkawan ni...
tak pon gedik sikit laaa....
semua org gedik....ana??
kengkadang laaa...tp tu tak sengaja...
tp klo org da nmpk sbg saje2, nk buat camne kan...
terime jelaaa....
tp klo tak sengaja diklasifikan as manja la kan...
manja is natural, gedik as saje2...
itu pendapat ana laaa...pendapat org lain ana tak nk amek tau...
lantak lah hang nk kata apa, it's me, not you...
buat hape nk ikot hang klo hang pon masuk air jugak kan....
bia sendiri, sakit sendiri, gembire sendiri....tp tak selalu sendiri lah kan...
nnt jadi katak dibawah tempurung kata...

just smile, terima seadanya ape yg kite tempuh krn ade hikmah...
walaupun pahit melihat yg lain gembire, tp itu adalah jalan anda...
ade sebab kenapa ade masalah setiap fasa...
mgkn kite leh considered as da berkali2 rase, takkan kali ni tak boleh kan~~~
stay strong!!!
lagi 2 bulan jer...

*URBAN ISLAMIC COMMUNITY CENTRE timeeeeeee*

Monday, February 18, 2013

u know

u know...
i love u...
nooo...
not loving u...
but...
i need you...

kadang2 inilah yang terjadi pada ana..
it's not that atas fikiran yang waras..tapi 
berlandaskan emosi..or emosional...after that happen, ana kembali seperti biase...
huuuu..
actually penat kalo da terjumpe dgn someone yg dapat menarik perhatian kite kan...
its hard actually...
nak lupe lagi laaa...
huhhhh...
stop it....
keep smile,...;p

Monday, May 7, 2012

ak seorang pelajar



SITE VISIT IS COMING~~
bru nak pi site..
adoiii....
rezeki saat2 akhir...


Tuesday, May 1, 2012

...derhaka ker??...

pada isnin lalu,
mama dapat tau yang ana apply asrama,..
n then mama ckp
"la, aritu kate nk duduk rumah sewa, npe nak apply asrama lak??, mama da bawak da gi sabak bernam, penat2 mama bawak...."
pada mulanya, ana hanya tersenyum...
tapi riak muka mama macam tak puas hati...
tapi malam tadi, tibe2 ana terfikir hal tu..
mama mara ker??, mama terasa ker??...aku makin takut..
makin takut sebab maybe aku ni derhaka kerana melukai hati mama...
memang aku rase derhaka sangat...
aisshhh.....
menyesal SEJUTA PENYESALAN sbb carik rumah sewa....
mama, along mintak maaf....

aaa..macam mane ni......
tolong laaa....

...huhu...waiting for 17 days...

waaa....
lambatnyer nak abis~~~....
upload at blog baru....
sbb blog lame dah bosan....
huhu...
nak delete all entry....
sape yg follow tu, mmg fiki agak lame la aku tak update..
padehal, aku aktif dgn dunia blogger ni...hihi...

what special is...
someone yg siapkan blog ni...
THANKS to RARUZ.....
n I'm not pretty sure, she follow egoafzea ke tak..

hidup baru, blog baru, tapi hati lame....
yup....lame.......dan tak boleh nak bersihkan...
hahahaha.... actually boring gak la entry yg mcm ni..
nk buat tutorial, nnt ramai yg tny benda2 yg aku tak tau..
entry aku bkn psl diri aku, tp psl tutorial...aissshhhhh.....

wassalam.....

Monday, April 30, 2012

..just want you know....

why did I fall in love with you...
but YOU CHOSE A DIFFERENT ROAD...
WHY....
my feelings that were growing everyday and night...
no matter how much time has passed....
I thought that you would always be here..
but not anymore....
how could I just stand aside and watch you in front of me...
you always should've been by my side..
now it will never come true...
but even thought...
I say that I need you close to me...
I hope you happy...
no matter how lonely and sad that makes me.....